The Mind Is To ACTIVE

After what you would think was a hard and high intensity workout I would tired and ready for a nap. 

Nope instead I walked home  slow as a snail. Made 1 errand. I'm craving a fried egg and pastrami sandwich on a croissant with mayo and mustard. With a glass of red wine and tropicana oj. Its a high thing. 

if you judging your tastebuds are dead. 

Anyway the area of my mind im trying so hard to ignores goes a lil like this .....

I want an audience of one. With 1 rule you must stay seated the entire time.  

I need to stretch all the muscles I just worked. And I want you to watch me.

I want to add the new ideas on how you can taste my sweetness in your head. 

I want to tease you by losing a piece of clothing cause this stretching just got a lil hotter 

I think ill practice the split today. So let loosing these hip.

As I do each stretch I  envision you beneath me. Feeling my kitty pur.

At this point of my stretch my high has kicking and im so ready to shower and lay down.

High as a kite to feel your hands explore my body.

Play on all of my sensitive area cause me to have a body high and mental high. ( Mental high would have feeling like your just waking up from being unconscious) Both of those together is a OMG. 

OKAY! OKAY! LET ME GET OUT MY HEAD.....IM ALWAY PAINTING A FREAKING FANTASY 

TO TOUCH MYSELF IN THE THOUGH OF YOU! 

WHILE HIGH MAKES MY TEMPERTURE RISE.  

OPENING UP WIDE EXPOSING EVERY INCH OF THIS PRETTY PEARL.

AS THE VIBRATOR SITS ON MY CLIT THE URGE TO CUM ON YOUR TONGUE 

MMMM SQUIRT IN YOUR FACE MAKES ME WETTER.

WITH EVERY THOUGH OF YOU THE THROBBING INCREASES AND THE HARDER I CUM.

THE SWEET SCENT OF MY AROMA FULLS THE AIR,

MY HANDS BECOMES STICKY FROM THIS SWEETNESS THAT LEAKS FROM ME. 

THE 2ND TIME 

THE 2ND TIME AROUND I GOT LOST IN MYSELF.

SLOW FUCKING SELF AS IF YOU WAS THERE.

CALLING YOUR NAME AS I CUM, 

THEM MY MIND STARTS TO THINK ABOUT TIEING YOU A CHAIR.  

BEING INCHES AWAY FROM U…. 

AND THERE IS NOTHING YOU CAN DO TO ME AS I MOAN FOR YOU 

THE SOUNDS OF MY MOANS SENDS CHILLS DOWN YOUR SPINE. 

MAKING THAT DICK GROW INCH BY INCH.

NOW IF I UNTIE YOU WILL YOU PROMISE TO PLAY NICE.

I SWEAR I NEED TO STOP DAYDREAMING! ITS HARD TO KEEP MY PANTIES DRY LOL 

IF THE KITTY COULD TALK

 ALL I WANNA HEAR IS YOU MOANING FOR ME AS YOU FEEL MY WET WET PUSSY.  

I DON’T WANT YOU TO FUCK ME. 

NO I WANT YOU TO TAKE YOUR TIME.  

LOVE ON THIS PUSSY. 

MAKE UP FOR LOST TIME.

KISS THOSE LIPS LIKE YOU MISS HER MORE THAN ME. 

  

THEM STROKE ME

STROKE ME SLOW 

STROKE ME DEEP 

STROKE ME DEEP AND SLOW, FEEL THE GRIPS OF LIFE WITH EACH NUT YOUR DRAW OUT!   

THEM CLEAN UP THE MESS YOU HAVE MADE! 

AND START THIS SHIT OVER!

Desires.....

The desire I seek starts with words.

Words so colorful, I can close my eyes and see a perfect picture.

Sentence in such a detail it makes very hair on my body stand. 

The desire I seek follow up with touch.

Touch me with your eyes.

Touch me with your lips, tongue and hands. 

Find all of my body's secrets.

Find out what combination of things work to get me right, where you want me to be!

The desire I seek is to be please physical before being PLEASED! 

Pleasure Before SEX!

The last desire I seek is to hear. 

To hear one enjoy the inner working of me.

I hold close like my granny pearls!

THE VANILLA LIFE IS BORING

  

I BLAME YOU FOR MY HIGH STANDARDS OF AFFECTION THAT I SEEK.  

I BLAME YOU FOR THE NEED TO WANTING TO BE SPOIL BRAT. 

I WANT YOU NEAR MY EARS, 

I WANT TO HEAR YOU TELL ME HOW MUCH YOU MISSED ME! 

I WANT TO FEEL THOSE WORDS VIBRATE IN MY EARDRUMS, 

THAT THEN SENDS CHILLS DOWN MY SPIN.  

I WANNA FEEL SO SPOIL IN YOUR HANDS  

I WANNA FEEL SEXY WITH YOUR WORDS AND TOUCH. 

I WANT TO BE TOLD "NO ITS ABOUT YOU, JUST LAY BACK DADDY GOT YOU!" 

AND I DON’T USE THAT TERM DADDY.

BUT YOU, YOU BRING THE BAD OUT OF ME! 

YOU MAKE WANT TO BE DISOBEDIENT, JUST SO YOU CAN SLAP MY BIG ASS. 

I WANT YOU TO GET ME TO A POINT WHERE THERE IS PUSSY JUICE RUNNING DOWN MY LEG.  

I WANT YOU TO LICK IT ALL UP AND TAKE CARE OF MY LEAKY FAUCET.

LETS SEE IF YOU CAUSE INCREASE THE WATER PRESSURE. 

 

YOU GIVE ME SOMETHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO.

YOUR VOICE SOOTHS MY EARS. 

SINCE LATELY IVE BECAME SENSITIVED TO THE BULLSHIT.  

IN THE TUB

 HEARING YOUR VOICE MADE ME MY PUSSY WET!  

I HAVE NEVER EXPERINCE MY PUSSY WET WHILE IN THE TUB.  

LISTENING TO YOU TALK MAKES MY MIND WONDER AND MY FINGERS PLAYING.  

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YOU SITTNG JUST WATCHING ME. TAKING IN THE SITE YOU HAVE ME.  

I ALREADY KNOW WHATEVER PLANS I HAD TODAY WAS NOT LONGER GOING TO HAPPEN. 

CAUSE YOUR GOING TO ADMIRE ME LIKE IT’S THE  FIRST TIME WE ARE MEETING.  

STEPPING OUT THE TUB AND JUST STANDING THERE LETTING THE WATER DRIP DOWN MY BODY. 

SLOWLY STARTING TO EXPLORE MY OWN BODY.  

YOU KNOW I LOVE TOUCHING ON MYSELF ESPECIALLY,

WHEN I GET TO WATCH YOU BITE YOU LIPS AND RUB YOUR DICK.  

MMMMM THAT SHIT MAKE ME WHAT YOU MORE. 

YOUR SHIT IS ALREADY, ALL TYPE OF THICK AND NOW IT HARD……. 

BUT IM GOING TO HOLD ON TO THAT URGE.  

I GOT SOME THINGS I CANT DO WITH IT….. 

I SEE THAT PRE CUM  

THE LOOK YOU LAY UPON ME MADE ME FEEL VERY SEXUAL 

THAT ALL I WANT TO DO IS DANCE FOR YOU. 

HOWEVER IM READY TO DANCE THIS LEAKING PUSSY ON YOUR TONGUE.  

I WANNA CUM ON TONGUE TILL THERE IS NOTHING LEFT TO GET, 

MAKE YOU SURE YOU GET A FEW SQUIRTS WHILE YOU ARE IT.  

AND JUST LIKE THAT YOUR LIPS KISSED MY LIPS.  

YOUR HANDS EXPLORE MY BODY, FROM HEAD TO TOE. 

FROM THE SOFTNESS OF MY HAIR TO THE SOFT FIRM ASS.  

JUST LIKE THAT IM OFF THE FLOOR.  

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SMH THIS IS ALL IN MY THOUGHTS AND IM STILL IN THE TUB RUB MY JUICY PUSSY. 

I MISS SMILING!!!

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I miss smiling 

And I know what you are thinking, you smile all the time!!

But NO. The smile you see is a smile to hide the pain. 

I forgot what it feels like to smile from within.

Too many memories of sadness have taken over!

One day the sadness within will go away.  I am HOPEFUL 

Penny for My Thoughts PART 1! ITS THE KISS FOR ME

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SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT YOUR LIPS, THAT KISS. O SO SOFT AND SWEET
I COULD OF INDULGED MORE
HELL!
I WANTED TO INDULGED MORE 
I NEEDED TO INDULGED MORE

BUT I HAD TO PULL BACK...

I WOULD HAVE BEEN A COMPLETE MESS.

CUMNG RIGHT THERE WHERE I SEAT.WITH YOUR HAND'S INCHES AWAY FROM MY THIGH 

IF HAD ON A LOOSE PANTS OR EVENING A SHIRT MAYBE DRESS I WOULD DEFINITELY HAVE GUIDED YOUR HAND BETWEEN THE MY THICK THIGHS.

TO CUM IN YOUR HANDS RIGHT THERE IN THE DARK CORNER UNTIL THE TABLE. MMMM

HOWEVER I PULLED MYSELF BACK UNTIL I'M SURE OF YOUR PURPOSE...

I MEAN I HAVE A GREAT UNDERSTANDING. 

BUT THERE IS NOTHING WRONF WITH CLEARLY AND A FEW LEAKING PIPES IN THE PROCESS

MISS UNDERSTOOD AND UNRATED

 HAVE YOU EVER FELT ALL THE HAIRS ON YOUR BODY STAND YOU.  

I HAVE BEEN EXPERIENCE THIS FOR MONTHS. 

YES ME THICKER THAN A SNICKER SEXY ASS.  

THE HAIR ON MY BODY WANTS TO BE LAID TO REST.  

UNABLE TO RELAX MY BODY, LAYER, LAYER ALL THE WAY DOWN TO THE SOUL.  

HAVING MY BODY EXPLORED LIKE IT’S THE FIRST TIME EVERY-TIME AINT SO BAD RIGHT……  

BOY WAS I FUCKING WRONG.  

IVE BEEN TOLD IN NOT SO MANY WORDS THAT IM JUST TO MUCH. 

MY 50 SHADES OF PINK IS NOT FOR EVERYONE!

SHARING MY DESIRES WENT UNNOTICED.

ITS NOT LIKE THE INSTRUCTIONS WAS HARD TO READ. 

SMOKING A JOINT AND THE MUNCHIES KINDS. I DONT NEED A REASON TO HAVE A SNACK.

FEELING HOT AND SPICY... I DONT KNOW A TEXT THAT READS " I JUST WANT YOU COME SEE ME AND TEASE ME TILL I TAP OUT"  FOLLOWED WITH SEXY PIC. 

ITS SIMPLE WORDS ARE POWERFUL. YOU JUST HAVE TO HAVE AN IMAGINATION, FILLED WITH DESIRE.

BUT I DIGRESS.